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I still love you. :(
If only I could just relax
Only if I could let go of my past
I could stop saying maybe
Could just be happy
All the signs point to yes
But my heart is filled with distress
I know he's not mean, I know he's nice
I said I love you, he said it twice
But I'm scared, I'm confused
I kept saying all I needed was you
But you are finally here
Why am I filled with fear?
I love I care like you do
I'll always be there, just like you
So why am I scared? Why do I freak?
What's the security that I seek
How could you convince me
How can you make me see
No matter what you'll always be there
No matter what you'll always care
My heart is fighting my mind though
It sounds weird, but my mind knows
But my heart is still stuck in the past
My heart thinks it won't last
Keep my close, hold me tight
Don't let me think "you might"
Stand fast and don't let me go
I see you won't hurt me...
It's my heart that doesn't know
Flip the top
It's cool but hot
Humming desire
Uncontrollable fire
Dizzy spinning in my head
Memorizing every word you've said
Oh how I love you so
You fly me so high, when you touch me so low.
That's what I want
That's what I see
It's on TV -and-
It's in my dream
There he appears
Right in front of me
I thought "no" but
Now I don't know
There's that girl
I want it to be me
Why can't it be I
In the love story
Now it's you
Who could have knew
But now I'm faced with the question
What do I do?
I can't get too close but I
Feel too far away
Can you cound how many times
I thought of kissing you today?
But you say no and that's ok...
I guess I"ll find Mr. Perfect for me
Someday..
I had this phantom dream which I thought could be a reality
Pictures of two hugging each other in plain view
On the clothes dresser
I could have sworn I saw mutual friends
Kick back parties that never end
A whirling sense of security and love
Like everytime I fall I know he's be there
I see in my dream someone who will hold me
I want to be known as part of someone everyday
Elizibeth and Joe, Brent and Stacy
Some powdered reality of being free
Just because I love him
And he loves me
But this phantom dream shatters like a mirror
In my arms, hear, and dream, no one's here
So lucid, so hard to find it seems
My love remains in my
Phantom Dreams
September, and Autumn, but it's May inbetween
There are too many months left to be seen
It would be minus four months from one year
The only place I could find him is here
But there are so many different places
And so many look-alike faces
I don't know if I could find him tonight
I have what, three days and two nights?
I keep on searching over and over
I'm trying to find my man and make him my lover
So in merely a couple months I will find
The man of my dreams and make him mine.
You make me cream
You're in my every dream
At night my body echos from your touches
The taste of you lingers on my lips, So luscious
Creamy so creamy
Baby please complete me
I want your touch on my hips
The feeling of your skin on my finger tips
Pounding with creamy desire for you
Do it, you know what to do
I want to feel you deep within me
My desire is sooo creamy
Rip and tear
I love it when you pull my hair
Push your love so deep in my desire
Faster harder taking me higher
Then in one blissful moment like this
Our passion still entangled in a kiss
You shattered my creamy desire
You set my body on fire
Dream with me baby
It's only you I've been craving
Deep within my Creamy Desire
I touched myself last night
I imagined it was you
My fingers were soaked...
So I tasted myself too
I put my hands on my ******* and started to rub
I ******* became perky and my nipples tight buds
I opened myself
Streching until I hurt
I imagined you filling me
Until I burst
Touching my stomach and
Playing with my belly button ring
I toyed with my clit
Until the the pleasure was a torchurous sting
I fondled and kneeded my chest
Pretending it was you
Imagining licking and sucking
Like you'd want to
My breath was short because I wanted you in me
I'm dying to feel what we could be
I tasted myself,
Then I dreamed of tasting you
Us locked in our room for hours
Doing what couples do
Gently I let my fingers slide in and fill me
I did everything to myself
You're dying to see
Feel me rotate my hips
Watch me lick my lips
Touch, taste, and pet
I'm hot, excited, and I'm wet
On my knees cradling your ****
Trying to fight the temptation to lick
I want to tease, to touch, to suck
I want to feel, to taste, I want to fuck
Push harder, slam inside
Make my world spin until we collide
Stop my breathing and make me pant
Go faster when you think you can't
Shatter my world tonight
Send me me tumbling down twilight
Keep pushing until I pass out
With draw and let your pleasure spout
Rub yourself on me
Make me feel what you see
Sink yourself in me
Bring us to euphoria
Where only lovers can be...
Fuck me..
And this is only me
But this just what I want to be
I didn't do anything, I didn't see
I thought of you and I started to cry
You saw my tears and wondered why
I'm really sorry but I had to lie
Some see you solid as a rock
At the door of your heart I had to knock
My love and desire you tried to block
But baby you fell into me straight
I didn't want to be I could and did wait
I swear my patience for you will never disipate
I wish you could see how in love I am
It makes me scared but I never can
And I promise that I'll treat you the best I can
I want you to know you can turn to me anyway
But no matter what you do I'm here day afterday
So I'll always love you as long as you stay
Say it back say it back
I want to know that
I want to hear it from you
I wanna know that you really do
Say it back say it to me
Tell me everyday that you're happy
Do it again
I swear I won't think 1-10
I mean what do I do
I say it over and over
I say that I love you
Say it back say it back please
Please tell me you love me
I could hear it every day
and I wouldn't get tired of hearing that you love me
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