Alright... so this will be where I explain what the hell all this shit is about. From here... every new self-psych I make I'll put under it's date (rather the link will be named after the date)
So what is all of this Self Psycho-Analysis crap about? Well... it's basically me digging in to my mind (Usually when unsober and sleep deprived. I think better that way.) So yeah... me digging in to my mind trying to find and better understand what it is that makes me tick. Why I think certain things and ways, why I feel different ways. I want to get a real in-depth understanding of how I work on the inside, so that way I can tweek and change it according to how I actually want to be.
I want to be able to control how I react to things. To control my emotions on a higher level. Not just not show them... but only feel what I want to when I want to, how I want to, WHY I want to. Make any sense to you?
I don't care, because the whole point of self-psych is to get you and your throught process (or rather me and my thought process) the way I want it to be, or to be in such a way that it helps my living and quality of life. If people can control their heartbeat and temperature and all that, then why can't I control my emotions, right!?
So that's mostly what this is about... now mind you... most of this isn't going to make the most sense. It generally gets really confusing, deep, and keeps leaving lose ends... But hey... That's what it's like in the mind of the Tragic Angel
